THE DAY HAS ENDED.
PRAISE GOD.
I CAN NOW REST MY LEGS
AFTER TAKING LONG WALKS FOR
OUR ENERGY AUDIT. YES, WE ARE DOING
CHECK UPS ON HOW STUDENTS, STAFFS
AND FACULTIES USED UP AND CONSERVE
ENERGY. I MEAN ELECTRICITY! BUT IT
SEEMS LIKE IT'S US WHOSE ENERGIES
HAS BEEN USED UP. FULLY USED UP!
IN THIS, I MEAN THE ATP! (I THINK
IT'S ADENOSINE TRIPHOSPHATE. LOL.)
I JUST CAN'T IMAGINE HOW MANY TIMES
WE WENT UPSTAIRS AND DOWNSTAIRS,
WENT RIGHT AND LEFT, UP AND DOWN AGAIN,
AGAIN. AGAIN. AGAIN. AGAIN AND AGAIN.

BUT ON THE LIGHTER SIDE, WE WE'RE
ABLE TO ENCOUNTER, MEET NEW PEOPLE.
I THINK SEEING DIFFERENT FACES FROM T
HE OTHER COLLEGE IS REALLY A COOL THING.
(HAHHA. WELL, A PERSON'S FACE SEEMS TO BE
THE GREATEST SCENERY GOD
HAS EVER MOLDED. THAT'S WHAT I
THINK! LOL.) SOMEHOW IT SOOTHES YOUR SENSES
ESPECIALLY THE EXHAUSTED EYES
COMPENSATING THE NUMBNESS FELT
ABOVE YOUR HEELS. BUT THEN AGAIN, NOT
EVERY FACE WE ENCOUNTER IS REALLY A GOOD
SIGHT TO SEE. JUST LIKE SOME OF OUR
SURVEY RESPONDENTS (ESPECIALLY THE TEACHERS!)
WHOSE FACES ARE REALLY A PICTURE OF A
TRUE VILLAIN IN A SLAPSTICK SERIES. THEY TEND
TO SHY AWAY FROM US WHEN THEY LEARNED
THAT THEY ARE GOING TO BE ASKED. SOME
ACT AS IF THEY'RE REALLY BUSY BUT AFTER
TURNING OUR HEADS AWAY FROM THEM,
THERE THEY ARE! BUSY DOING NOTHING!
OTHERS ARE CRUEL MONSTERS!
THEY SCARE US FROM THEIR RUSTY FANGS.
OTHERS ARE JUST SIMPLY BRAGGARTS,
THEY ARE HAPPY OF BELITTLING
SOON-TO-BE BIG PEOPLE. (AWS.. LOLS)

WE'VE SEEN MUCH AND STILL THANKFUL
FOR THE REMARKABLE ACQUAINTANCE.
AFTER ALL, IT IS US WHO NEED THEM.
WITHOUT THEM WE WILL NOT BE ABLE
TO PURSUE OUR AUDIT. AND IF NOT, THEN
WE WILL NOT BE ABLE TO MARCH THE AISLE
TOWARDS OUR GRAND SUCCESS!

BTW, CHINA WILL LAUNCH "THE MOST LUXURIOUS
TRAIN IN THE WORLD," TO PLY THE
ROUTE FROM BEIJING TO TIBET'S CAPITAL,
STATE MEDIA REPORTED SUNDAY.

past love was painful. maybe right.
forgetting it is the best remedy.
but i was wrong.
i happened to notice my 'ingenious' in
my friendster account during our accounting lab.
what's in there was my airouts of depressed emotions.
everytime i'm in my lowest point of my life, i
use 'ingenious' as an outlet of releasing
all the undesirable energy stucked into
my every nerves.
i hate being depressed.
i dont like the feeling.
visiting again 'ingenious'
was a thing i am scared of doing so.
i don't want to be reconned with my
past memories again and anymore.
but all those feared emotions felt has changed.
i never thought how korniks i am during
those times i cried for my failed romances.
during the times when i frowned for my
school disappointments.
the times when i felt betrayed (though i was not)
by my most trusted friends.
when i felt left out of the group.
felt outcasted!
felt ostracized!

all this painful memories has burst me into total laughter.

now i know, wala lang. i jus' know!. hehehe..

i thought.
really.
i never expected.
i thought i was never.
never will be.
but i was.
can't believe thy self.
can't believe that i was driven.
has been controlled over.
overpowered.
fall under the supremacy.
be ruled with what i thought was nada.
but i was wrong.
delusions!

i really never thought.
that extra joss is more
than jus` giving extra physical
and mental strength.
wheeew!.. grabe!..
i`ve been awake all night,
with my mind hovering
over the misty, hot air.
i thought i was asleep.
but i wasn't.
but nweis,
gratitudes to joss!
i was able to study for my exam.
heheh..
nakaka high ang extra joss!
wheeeww!

JUS WHAT PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY, EVERY SAD MOVIE HAS ITS OWN HAPPY ENDING; THOUGH SOME WE'RE NOT AS ASTOUNDING AS CINDERELLA'S HAPPILY EVER AFTER, BUT THEN AGAIN, THE THOUGHT OF RELIEF AFTER A DAY'S ONEROUS AFFAIR IS MORE EXHILARATING THAN KNOWING THAT CINDERELLA'S FOOT HAS FIT THE GLASS SLIPPER.

.TROUBLED.
.BOTHERED.
.DISTURBED.
.WORRIED.
.DISTRESSED.

.HOPING.

KAPOY.
KAPOY.
KAPOY. :(

FORWARDED FRIENDSTER MESSAGE.

Dear fellow "Filipinos,"

I am not an Australian (maybe part of me wants to be or maybe I WAS an"Australian" aborigine in a previous lifetime) but yesterday, I am extremely elated and overwhelmed by the Canberra/Prime Minister'sapology to the indigenous peoples of "Australia." Right now, I amthinking that maybe the "Filipino" people should set up a similarcampaign to ask Spain (the monarchy and the government), the US(government) and Japan (Imperial Army and the government) for anapology for:

1) the plunder of our resources;

2) the rape of our womenand death of hundreds of thousands of natives during the colonialperiod and World War II;

3) the violation of our "dangal" (dignity) and

4) the destruction of our "pagkatao" (humanity)-- for treating us and having instilled in us the mentalities of "indios," "little brownmonkeys," and "parausan" (sexual slaves).

These colonial mentalitiesstill continue (to wreck havoc) today making us feel less human andunworthy to be called equals with others (especially with othercitizens of the world) and making us feel un-proud to be a (Filipino)people.I think it's also time for us to start taking the first step.

I know that for many of us who live in these islands called the Philippines, it's hard to accept being a Filipino because Moros and many indigenous peoples, for example, those who were not (literally) conquered by Spain find it difficult to accept the name "Philippines"because it was after King Philip of Spain and being "Filipino" meant being part of a people whose identity is a product of colonization. But whatever campaign it will be, I would like to say that overall we have to be critical of the message and the campaign strategy. I am proposing this idea because I think we need to move on as a people. The wounds of the past will not heal and the ghosts of yesterday will continue to haunt us if we are not ready to stand up at ask for their simple apology. I also think that the future will be a lot brighter ifour today is a product of our recollection and learning from the pastand its lessons.

What do you think?

For a free and dignified humanity,
--Bruce Portugal Amoroto
Team Pilipinasteam-
pilipinas@ googlegroups. com
(+63)-916-2826781

HEI. JUZ GOT NO WORDS YET TO SAY. WELL, I JUS WANT TO HAVE SOME SPACE TO AIR OUT MY THOUGHTS AND EXPRESS SOME DEPRESSED FEELINGS. HMMM.. THANK YOU FOR VIEWING AND READING THIS BLOG. GODBLESS!